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Notes from The Culinary Addict:
Yogism From Sandra (my teacher)- "Breathe as if your life depends on it."
Recent 12-Step Meeting Quote: "I came from a long line of Italianos where revenge was served cold."
-My case manager in Rehab just finished her PHD in which she created a interactive web page that illustrates the spiritual foundation of the 12-steps in conjunction with all major religions throughout the world. Very Cool. Here is the link http://www.12wisdomsteps.com/
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-The new intern managed to ignite/engulf a butane canister and shinge her eyelashes.
Kitchen Quotes:
-Me "I realized after my son has been in Montessori that some people are gifted to be with kids."
Liz "Yeah, I don’t buy kids a lot of toys so their friends wont come over. I love my kids, but there is a reason I work in a kitchen."
- Greg: "CHEF. HAVE YOU SEEN PATRICK SWAYZE IN ROADHOUSE?"
Me: "Hell yeah!"
Greg:"Swayze is SO FUCKING HOT... SO FUCKING HOT."
-Me: "Greg, are you going to see your dad for father's day."
Greg: "My dad is an ASSHOLE AND A PRICK!"
Band Name of Week: Fame Whores
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