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 Notes from The Culinary Addict:

 Yogism From Sandra (my teacher)- "Breathe as if your life depends on it."

 Recent 12-Step Meeting Quote: "I came from a long line of Italianos where revenge was served cold."

-My case manager in Rehab just finished her PHD in which she created a interactive web page that illustrates the spiritual foundation of the 12-steps in conjunction with all major religions throughout the world. Very Cool. Here is the link http://www.12wisdomsteps.com/ 

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-The new intern managed to ignite/engulf a butane canister and shinge her eyelashes.

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-Me "I realized after my son has been in Montessori that some people are gifted to be with kids."

 Liz "Yeah, I don’t buy kids a lot of toys so their friends wont come over. I love my kids, but there is a reason I work in a kitchen."

- Greg: "CHEF. HAVE YOU SEEN PATRICK SWAYZE IN ROADHOUSE?"

 Me: "Hell yeah!"

 Greg:"Swayze is SO FUCKING HOT... SO FUCKING HOT."

 -Me: "Greg, are you going to see your dad for father's day."

 Greg: "My dad is an ASSHOLE AND A PRICK!"

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The Michelin Red Guide, the oldest and best-known European hotel and restaurant guide, awards Michelin stars. The guide awards one to three stars to a small number of restaurants of outstanding quality, Zithromax Buy. Stars are awarded sparingly;  In the UK and Ireland 2004 guide, out of 5, Ingredients of zithromax, 500 entries, there are 98 with one star ("a very good restaurant"), 11 with two stars ("excellent cooking"), and only 4 with three stars ("exceptional cuisine"). A 3-star Michelin ranking is exceedingly rare. Only 26 3-star restaurants exist in France and only 81 in the world. Thus, this was an amazing opportunity.

I reported to work at 7:30 am on a Tuesday, zithromax defined. Zithromax Buy, Martin Blunos (a Latvian born in Somerset) and his wife, Sian (also a trained chef that worked the front of the house, Welsh) moved their restaurant and two sons from Bristol to a large honey-colored Georgian house in Kelston, just on outskirts of Bath. It sat on an acre of grounds and had about 5 guest rooms which also housed the family.

 

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Martin and Sian were exceptionally warm and pleasant, and introduced me to the small crew which consisted of The gorgeous basement kitchen with a window view of the grounds was bustling with activity. The main kitchen was dominated by the most beautiful stove I had ever witnessed-a central French-Style flat-top range. Martin stood on one side with a prep table/refrigerator unit directly behind him. On the other side was a mirror duplicate were his sous chef Simon #1 stood and worked. A long table flaked the side were prep work was done by a pantry/hot cook (chef de partie) which became the pass line as the plates went out, Zithromax Buy. A small open room adjacent to the main kitchen housed the dishwasher and a pass window into a smaller pastry room. 1 g zithromax, The 15 ft x 20 ft room that housed a coffin freezer, stand up fridge, small convection over stainless table a a slab of marble is where I would spend the majority of my time over the next 4 months trailing Simon #2. I was to become his or anyone else's commis chef (i.e.'little kitchen bitch').

The first thing I noticed was the different in focus between my American restaurant experiences. Zithromax Buy, There was no wrestling over what music we were going to listen to or a casual cup of coffee over weekend storytelling. These chefs were busily working without words on lenghty prep lists that were apparently down over the weekend.

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"Well, at  least there is only 12 on the books." I said confidently

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"Yeah, yeah, the Assiette of Satsuma is our most popular dessert." Simon hastily blurted.  Although he spoke English, between the thick accent and speed in which he spoke he could have easily been speaking Portuguese.

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To this day Simon #2 is one of the most professional, fast, clean, honest, and fucking funny cooks I have had the pleasure to work for. Only 21 at the time, he could work circles around anyone (including myself) and had the drive and focus necessary to become a successful chef.

It became clear within 15 minutes that an air and level of professionalism existed that I had never experienced. The Assiette of Satsuma summed up the skill, tact, creativity, and expectation of Chef Martin's cuisine. Everything was butchered and prepared in house. Local hunters and fisherman would drop off freshly killed and dressed whole pigs, venison, zithromax heart arrhythmia, fish, and live scallops. Influenced by his Latvian mother's wholesome cooking, Martin stumbled into cooking and was classically trained, Zithromax Buy. His techniques were classical French yet often with a Latvian twist such as a beautiful Borsht terrine with chunks of boar cheek meat or a braised and stuffed pig trotter with hoof attached before it was in vogue.

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1. Details. Each step in the preparation process was meaningful and crucial. For example, whether you segmented a satsuma, Zithromax store, seared a piece of meat or passed a sauce through a sieve, each step had to be exexcuted precisly in order to get to the next.

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These factors were standard throughout the establishment. From the time a patron entered the striking foyer they were welcomed with professional courtesy by Sian and the predominetly French front of the house crew. An appetif and an assortment of housemade biscuits and savory petite fours were presented in the elegant lounge area. Zithromax Buy, Gauging the ease of each guest a menu was casually presented and orders were placed at their leasure. Sometimes guests spent up to two hours conversing and drinking from the extensive cellar before moving into the dining area. Each piece of stemware, glass, Zithromax generic without prescription, napkin, and service had to echo the kitchen in order to maintain the 2-star rating. Michelin critics are anonymous, thus each guest was assumed to be a critic.

Looking back it was more than just a restuarant, it was their home. When they welcomed someone into the dining room or their staff you became an extension of their family, Zithromax Buy. Doors away were the family bedrooms making it was impossible for an employee or a patron not to feel an intimate connection with the Blunos and the Lettionie experience.


Notes From the Culinary Addict

Yogism From James (my teacher): "Breathe or Die"

Recent 12-Step Meeting Quote: "Wherever I went I was unfortunately there."

-After 9-11, Bath and Lettionie was hit hard with a recession. Sian Blunos began to have medical problems. Order zithromax online without prescription, Martin decided to lose a star and move into the city for a more casual environment that would take Sian off the floor. Zithromax Buy, It proved to be the right call. They had a daughter Coco which inspired Sian to write a cookbook, meanwhile, Martin is one of the more recognized celebrity chefs in the UK. Max, one of their sons is a badass drummer and has played for a couple of metal bands such as Trigger The Bloodshed.

- Simon #1 and Simon #2 decided half-heartily to become a chef. Most students in England finish school at 16 then enroll in a 2-year college program which is somewhat specialized, grapefruit zithromax. They decided to try cooking because they didn't know what to do. Thus it was the profession they choose at an early age and began working out of their program at age 18, Zithromax Buy.

-Simon #2 went on to work at a 1-star restaurant on some exotic island. I attempted to write his mother to find him to no avail. My letters were returned. Apparently, I had the wrong address. Zithromax Buy, He was relatively famous in London for surviving a near fatal blowtorch explosion in a popular one-star establishment. Zithromax tri-pack prescribing information, Apparently there was a leak in a blowtorch that was left on a hot stove. Both the executive chef and he realized it at the same time and had a 'get the fuck out' look. The chef made it out, but Simon#2 didnt. It blew him across the room into the soom shelving were he broke some bones as well as blowing a significant hole in the ceiling into the dining room.

-Simon was paid $180 pounds a week

-Absolutely NOTHING was wasted in this kitchen. The hogs head was rendered for gelatin and Simon#1 would spend an hour scraping the little scraps of venison meat between the outer rib bones to use for family meal, Zithromax Buy. Occasionally they would bring in a 'treat' such as hagass for a meal. It really is the nastiest product I've eaten.

-All of the waiters were French and pretty much pussies.

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-Sexual humor and sarcasim are the norm in England which is fitting for the kitchen environment. Zithromax Buy, Plus, sexual harrassment was accepted by both men and woman. My father was managing a large natural gas company and the holiday party was costume related. One of his managers came dressed as Bill Clinton with a blow-up sex doll strapped around his waste dressed as Moninca Lewinsky giving him a blowjob via a strap-on.

England Kitchen Quotes:

-Occasionally while amy was bending over in the kitchen Simon #2 would dry-hump her. She would respond, "Your limp dick couldn't get a sheep off."

--We often listened to BBC rock radio (Martin had great taste in music)while setting up (no music during service) which has a wide spectrum of genres. For example, a tune from Sparklehorse will be followed by Radiohead then Alanis Morisette, Zithromax Buy. One day I was prepping for lunch and Martin was washing his hands directly in front of my window singing along to an unforgetable tune by Alanis. I asked in a ,"What do you think of Alanis?" He pondered for a few moments and stated, "I'd go in Dry."

-Another day fucking Elton John came on the radio. I asked Simon #2 his thoughts on the Crocodile Rocker. He said, "He's okay for a chutney ferret." "A WHAT!?!?" "You know, a chutney ferret." "No, I have no idea what a chutney ferret is." I said. He expalined, "Gay guys like to place fruit chutney up their asses and have their pet ferrets get up there and eat it."

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