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Yogism from James (my yoga teacher)"I am a big fan of personal accountability."
Recent 12-Step Meeting Quote:"Man takes drink, drink takes man."
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"I went to AA meetings in jail b/c I could get out for an hour" Chris
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-Julian's wife had a serious nervous breakdown and has been in the pysch ward for the last 2 weeks. She has been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Julian with no access to a car and has 2 toddlers. Thus he can't get to work and doesn't know what is going to happen with his wife. So whatever higher being you believe in please send some good thoughts, prayers, or energy his way.
4th Step inventory question #17:"Did you feel (adolescence) that deep down you lacked an identity of your own?"
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